Tuesday, 23 February 2010 @ 16:15.
Woots!
So long nvr post le <(^.^)>
Haiz my Heart is now in a million pieces...
In school always jealous,angry,envious...
I must accept my fate i guess.
Just read their blog just now-.-
I stupidly read it.
Always this kind of things happen to me de
When ever i see them together their is this feeling like a million knives peirced into my heart.
I guess this is the feeling of heartbroken and jealousy ba.
I envious those ppl who can spend time with the person they love.(for the 1st time)
Is this wad god really want to give me?
I must act that i am happy when actually my heart is breaking?
I feel so lonely right now.
I dunno wad to do but just sit there envying other ppl including someone i loved for so long with one of my best friend.
wHEN I was in Hong Kong i kept on thinking of her and even made an effort to get something for her.
i know that this might sound like i am pushing the blame on her.
but if u feel that i am sorry but i isn't.
i always think to myself, wad did i do wrong.
I really need someone who can really understand my feeling.
I am really crazy.
I have no been feeling well but i want to come to school just to see her.
